The same walls The same place, space The same face The same time The same day Will it ever go away? This feeling of non existing Of really not being Painted on the wall A shadow after all Graffiti for the blind Tactile only in my mind The same dream The same song […]
Tags: depression, domestic violence, helpless, hopeless, suicidal
Only on the darkest day Only in my deepest sigh Only when you hear me scream Only when I try to cry Only in my lonely bed Only deep within my heart Only thru the choked back words Only. … Only at the break of day Only when the fog sits low Only in […]
Tags: broken dreams, building new dreams, depression, domestic violence, fear, letting go, lost youth, low self esteem, reclaiming my life, regret, shame, soul, wishing to change the past
I miss who I was I’m not who I am I left her behind Buried in sand I gave up my dreams I kissed them goodbye For the wrong sort of love From the mistakes gone by She feels lost in the ether Lost from my face I struggle to reach her To pull […]
Tags: alcoholism, domestic violence, drug addiction, finding myself, goals and dreams, healing, losing oneself, Ocean, physical abuse, rebuilding my heart, regrets, Sand, verbal abuse
My heart hurt and then I met you I gave it away, wrong thing to do I wish I had waited, at least a few But my body spoke louder and gave in to you Over the years, my pain grew and grew What I thought was love, meant nothing to you The bruises, […]
Tags: broken bones, courage, domestic violence, foolish, nerve damage, physical abuse, regret, soul mate, truth, verbal abuse, young love, youth
Trial Run Mistakes last forever I don’t want to know What you’re doing now Just give my mind a break From the nightmares in my dreams The unforgotten screams Still rip thru my memories The fists against my skin The fingers on my neck Sometimes I wonder when I will finally forget How you […]
Tags: bad memories, domestic violence, emotional abuse, nightmares, physical abuse, PTSD, regrets
Kindret Another time, another place, A different land, a different space, Yet, a special love meant to be shared, A touching moment of how we cared. More then a friendship deep in my heart. Bound kindret spirits, we’ll never part. October 1997 Written for Maarten, a Dutch kindret. Proving land and language are no barriers. […]
Tags: domestic violence, healthy love, kindred spirits, kindret, Maarten, special love
Today my pain is hidden… But you can see it in the clouds It comes upon the thunder You can hear it in the rain You can smell it in the aftermath Of my slowly rotting brain Nature can deceive you The weather wraps it tight But it sits on my face plainly You can […]
Tags: deep sadness, depression, domestic violence, emotional pain, truth
