Thoughts Simple really, Really simple. Simply real, how I feel. The holidays are approaching – make them stop! Reverse, rewind – I don’t have the time to play this role. No desire to act this one through. What can I do? Please lets just pass these ones by. No tree, no joy, no Christmas […]
Tags: abuse, depression, fear, pain
The same walls The same place, space The same face The same time The same day Will it ever go away? This feeling of non existing Of really not being Painted on the wall A shadow after all Graffiti for the blind Tactile only in my mind The same dream The same song […]
Tags: depression, domestic violence, helpless, hopeless, suicidal
I can’t breath The pain hurts so bad I can’t breath I’m painfully sad I can’t breath The worlds closing in I can’t breath I’m at my wit’s end I can’t breath My mind’s leaving me I can’t breath Let this breath set me free I can’t breath I don’t want to go on […]
Tags: cry for help, depression, reiki, suicidal, suicide
Rejection from day one Son. It’s the way it is, the way it’s done. Don’t try to be more, try to break free This place of unwanted is your destiny. Not everyone is supposed to be born To be loved. Some are just here to get thru it For someone. Fucked as it is, […]
Tags: acceptance, adoption, broken heart, divorce, hard times, marriage, rejection, survival, unloved, unwanted
Today my pain is hidden… But you can see it in the clouds It comes upon the thunder You can hear it in the rain You can smell it in the aftermath Of my slowly rotting brain Nature can deceive you The weather wraps it tight But it sits on my face plainly You can […]
Tags: deep sadness, depression, domestic violence, emotional pain, truth
JM – JF Days of old Scars afflict the girls’ mind. Thin eggshell skull, Cracking with childhood memories. Sweat drips from a monsters brow. Blood, boiling in the veins. Seeping through the ever aging lines On a Childs hands. Hollow eyes sink into the swamp Of fear and corruption. Thoughts gasping for air, Wind blows […]
Tags: abuse, childhood, coping, depression, Jim Morrison, pain
Black Black is the color of the bottom of a deep silent puddle, Or the background of a midnight moon. It creeps in on you when death is near, And it surrounds you when you’re blind or can’t hear. Black is the color you think when you’re all alone. Black is where monsters live, It’s […]
Tags: black, depression, fear, sadness, safety
